Monday, September 7, 2009

Bahasa Vertigo.

Nah kau.

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Zachary
Suiko-Sama

Zachary, lelaki yang punya kewarasan yang tidak disia-siakan
dialah jejaka yang digila-gila wanita serata dunia
Zachary, lelaki yang gagah berani membawa diri kemana saja ia pergi
dialah perjaka yang cukup ramah mesra, tidak pernah ketandusan

kata-kata berbunga bagai yang di Taman Titiwangsa
beracun atau tidak, kakunin dekinakatta
oh sungguh cukup bergaya, berjalan keliling kota!
tapi di rumah...

"Nanja korrya?! Baka ja nee ka?! Juusu to itta yarou, kono boke!"

Zachary, begini, mungkin cara meronta tekanan jiwa, tekanan jiwa
dan dia lepaskan kemarahan macam perempuan, yang datang bulan
Zachary, menjadi lelaki kurang kakkoii
Zachari hilang status tensai dan kashikoi

Ia hilang waras sepantas kilat menjilat tanah merah kering gering tua muda semua gila peluk nyamuk sampai renyuk
hilang waras sepantas kilat menjilat tanah merah kering gering tua muda semua gila peluk nyamuk

(Kawaisou darou ano baka nanka kirai gurai janai dekiru hazu mono dato shigoto hatarakanu tabenu nomanu seikatsu dekinu maru batsu maru batsu maru batsu)

(Korra! Zachary korra nandayou ga korra!
Yakamashii!
Damare!
Mou yamero!
Kora! Shinu kai?!
Kanben shite kure yo!
Ii kagen ni shiro!)

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Penjual Ikan
Suiko-Sama

hei kau, yang menjadi pemusnah diri sendiri
lintah makan diri
hei kau, pasntas bidas dengan selibas kata pedas
hati cukup keras

kau bilang kita kan bangun, sepuluh tahun dulu, dulu
nampaknya kata-kata nista yang ku percaya, kau sudah lupa

(sayang jangan lepas tangan begitu saja, tidak elok)

hei kau, pertahankan warisan atau hartawan
si mata duitan
hei kau, tikam Bumi dan diri istana sendiri
walaupun dicaci

kau bilang itu rahsia, kerabat keluarga, dari Nusantara
nampaknya keringat kita duluah semua, pada...

(sayang itu kan haram, tidak elok)

hei kau, jual maruah sambil hisap darah
tidak tahu parah
hei kau, yang berdiri dengan kaki si kuli
penting diri
selfish.

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Mikkyokusei Shougai(Tripolar Disorder)
Suiko-Sama

'kagayaki hikari o sagashite iru', yori mushiro
'makkura na sekai ni mayotteiru', to iu yori mo
fusei o hataraku, te o hikkomeru
a, wasureta, shouki no kakera ga ushinatte shimatta

tensai na jibun o hyougen suru beki darou
rikai dekinai kotoba o itteiru, to iu yori mo
shoujiki o kakushite, uso bakari tsuite
a, shimatta, toumei na jibun o misete shimatt-

tameiki o tsuitari, itazura o shitari
hito to joudan o kawasu dake de
watashi no totte wa, zaiaku ja nai sa
naka no akuma ga asobitai dake de

tekisuto ni aru toori no kotoba, imi aru ga
mugamuchuu de iu kotoba to no yori wa
taisetsu ni shitara, atama ni tsukeba
fu, kanarazu, doko e ittemo ikiteiru yarou

'jibun no jiron o jisatsu sureba, iin ja nai ka?'
'kechatta kioku wa doko e itta?' to kangaeteta
michibikareta michi wa, fukuzatsu da to omou wa
jikan ga nakunaccha, jikan ga nakunacchatt-

tameiki o tsuitari, hima mo oshindari
sekaijuu no mondai, toitai dake sa
watashi no totte wa, jibun no gimu dakara
kenmei ha hito o kokorozashiteitanda

a~, kokoro no jaaku, hakarenai mono
a~ souzou no hirosa kagirenai mono

'kagayaki hikari o sagashite iru', yori mushiro
'makkura na sekai ni mayotteiru', to iu yori mo
fusei o hataraku, te o hikkomeru
a, wasureta, shouki no kakera ga ushinatte shimatta.

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Fragile Empress
Suiko-Sama

i know where to go when it's dark
strolling around the empty park
gazing the night sky all alone
waiting for dawn to go home

such a carefree life i'm trying to break
bringing in troubles i don't need

i'm looking down upon them all
struggling to keep on standing tall
foundations shaking, crumbling down
leaving no mark, no, not a sound

fear of the things that don't exist
gasping for senses in the mist
rage burst erupting worthless fears
losing the ego i hold dear

simple things i complicate
even the molehill i debate.

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Fair Tale
Suiko-Sama

let me tell you a story of a male kid who lives in Venopia
he didn't know what to do that day so he went out and play, play with his broken toys
that he found in front of a restaurant, a broken one
he took them as forks and shrapnels of fun, of fun

let me tell you a story of a girl who thinks she owns the world just because
she didn't have to work her arse off to support herself, support herself
all she had to do was show up late or have a sex tape circulating the net
her rep was not that much important as long as the cash keeps rolling in

"Is it fair that God fated them that way?"
you think that it's not fair at all
we refuse the low road and crave the highway
so who's the greedy one of all?

God will help the poor kid of Venopia
to go to the ultimate Utopia
albeit the challenges he went through
let's pray that he'll be going to

heaven is what the poor lass wants
although she already have them all
worries drown her and make her appalled
of what she's been doing till now

those two different lives and status
intertwined by circumstances
we all live in peace seeing the chick helping the kid

this is the end of my story
that i made up for you to believe
God is fair to all of us
God is fair to all of us.

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Damsel In Much Distress
Suiko-Sama

i'll help you to understand me
so i'll give clues to where i'll be
so you can find me, so you can find me

i'll help you to bring me down
so you can sweep me off the ground
and bring me daisies, and bring me daisies

i don't need your legs to stand
don't need help from any man
don't need lust, no, no holding hands
tch, yeah right

i'll crack my bubble from inside
so you can smash it from outside
into smithereens, and set me free

i'll tear myself to small bite-size
so you can digest my whole mind
and stop me from going crazy

i won't cling to you like those whores
that you've been meeting before
i'm not like them that's for sure
yeah, yeah that's right

i'll shrink my ego for you to know
the blindspots that i've never showed
so you can be ready, for a war against me

i'll leave my number on the table
so you can call me on the double
and enter my dreams, and my fantasy

i won't ask for stupid things
except for passion in our fling
don't bother showing your ka-ching
i'll be good, i promise

i'll help you to understand me(bring me down)
so i'll give clues to where i'll be(off the ground)
so you can find me, and bring me daisies

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Sekian.

1 comment:

  1. Regarding a question...

    Adapted from

    http://voize.my/uncategorized/andrew-ld-the-artist-song-writer-composer-producer-arranger-the-visionary

    Good looking (I mean very good looking), Andrew LD is born for music. He has been composing music and song lyrics since he was 13. Besides arranging and producing his music, he also sings all of his own compositions. He plays the various instruments on his compositions.

    Obviously too, a performer performing at various events. Launched his promotional album on 30th August 2008. His songs range from pop, rock, rhythm and blues, reggae, ballads, trance, to ethnic and gothic melodies. Loves all types of music.

    He is currently working on, and will involve any Malaysian wanting to participate in the video something to do with United Malaysians. He has his own company Impressive Talent Agency in which he has been organizing events for other artistes and companies for the past few years.

    In short, you both have a lot in common.

    But …

    Should you are into the opposite attraction
    I am opened to any kind of proposals … hahaha

    At 45, ugly, poor, dumb, skinny, etc etc etc … I cannot afford to be that demanding … hahaha

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